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I talked to the potential SD again and confirmed for Tuesday. At the moment, I'm still feeling nervous (difference being that, thanks to Beth@ http://sugarconsumption.blogspot.com/, I know what to wear). Let me just say how grateful I am to have you all... your experiences and advice really helps, thank you -so- much.

My current situation, on top of what I've already written, is that I have a boyfriend too (I know, I know... Sweets is naughty) I can't imagine that such a thing is uncommon because most of us, I'm sure, also date people our age too. I feel rather bad for doing this to him, but on the other hand this is a safe way to experience things that I would otherwise not get to experience (such as plush hotels and an experienced lover). So I like to think that this is a better alternative to cheating on him with another boy his age that I barely know and having to deal with sneaking around. Plus the chances of falling in love with someone my age would be greater... which is bad because I don't want to ruin what I have. Now the problem now is juggling everything and making sure that the boyfriend doesn't know about the SD...

So Sugarbabes, how do you juggle?